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Saturday, 12 February 2011

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Too much, this is all too GODFUCKINGDAMNIT MUCH.

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO MOVE SO FAST?! WHY CAN'T I JUST HAVE A DAY OR TWO WHERE I DON'T HAVE TO POST ABOUT SOME SHIT?!

REDLIGHT YOU ARE THE SINGLE MOST DEBASED LIFE FORM THERE IS. YOU AMOEBA OF A MAN.

deep breaths, ava....


You know what, when Reach wakes up, I'm still not coming after you.

Because I don't throw temper tantrums like you.

Reach's moaning a lot more, moving a little, I think he'll wake up at some point.

I'm sorry. I can't think straight right now. I'll speak later. I've got to get rid of something.

Cathy, Tony, Reach, Cynthia.

Guess you guys are my true family now.

So much....I can't think straight, I can't...why does this all happen so quickly? I mean...couldn't he wait for me to catch fucking breath?

Later. I want to concentrate on Reach. He's all that matters right now. Tunnel vision. Plenty of time for grief and breakdowns later, when he's awake and possibly evil/insane/had his mind wiped.....

Fuck you, America. You and your 21 year old drinking limit.

21 comments:

  1. Hehe, we're family now, eh? That makes me feel special. Does this make Reach my brother or something? Hell, I've never even talked to the guy.

    I guess you are like a best friend, crazy little sister of some sort. I like the sound of that.

    Take care of your, hehe, /lover/, kid. And bemoan the fact that you aren't gonna get another beer for a while.

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  2. ava, the connotations of the phrase "you guys are my true family now" are rather dark to me.

    calm down and get a grip.

    alcohol is bad for thinking, and thats what you need to do right now.

    so please, for the sake of learning everything that we can in order to help you, i need you to take a moment and explain exactly what is going on.

    can you do that?

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  3. I feel bad that I don't count as family. Sorry about the drinking age.

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  4. I don't like the way this post got me thinking. I just hope that what I'm thinking isn't what happened. Oh, please, don't let it be what happened.

    Ava, please, tell us what happened. And I swear if Redlight (fuckingassholecuntshitcoveredbastardbitchdickdouchebag) did what I think he did, I will find that motherfucker myself and give him all those ball kicks I asked you to give him. I'm dead serious. He will fucking wish he was never fucking born!

    Bests Wishes
    -Summer

    PS I think my naily baseball bat and Redlight need to have a word too.

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  5. Matt, oh god, Matt.

    There was another bunch of balloons on the bed of the hotel room I'm in. The card...

    It's a Valentines card. And the photo inside is my house, it's burnt down. There's a newspaper clipping. Three bodies were found.

    I can't--too much in one day. In two days. TOO FUCKING MUCH ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND I CAN'T COPE WITH THIS BECAUSE I'M ONLY 18 AND 18 YEAR OLD GIRLS SHOULD BE GETTING VALENTINES CARDS FROM HORNY BOYS, NOT HOMICIDAL MANIACS.

    I'm back in the bathroom. Someone was in the bedroom and planted the balloons. I was asleep, oh god they could have killed us. I'm concentrating on Reach. Reach is all that currently matters and then it's Tony, Cathy and Cyndia. If Robert's not dead by now, him too. These are my priorities.

    It's all happened so fast that I just....I'm not feeling anything.

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  6. Oh God...no where is safe from the bastard is it?

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  7. ava, i have no clue what to say...

    i cant say any more that i know what you are going through... seeing how it never actually happened to me...

    had to leave the room when i read this... took my laptop to my room so i could cry properly without being questioned by my parents...

    dear god...

    ava... you hold on to reach. love him, and let that strengthen you. dont let anything happen to him.

    .... but dont lose hope either.

    you are perceived as a threat to slender fuck now, thats why this happened.

    if you are a threat, that means you are doing something right.

    keep at it ava.

    im here for you always, just send an email my way with whatever you need to say and i will read it and do my best to help you through this.

    With more love than i have any right to give,
    Matthew

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  8. Oh my god.

    Ava...I'm so sorry.

    Try and stay strong, but if you feel the need to talk to any of us...We're here for you.

    Look after Reach.

    --Vivi

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  9. Oh, wow, I'm sorry for your loss. I...I'm not as familiar with your situation as I should be, but wasn't only your mom living at your house? Damn it being callous but...any idea who the other two people were?

    Robert's apparently alive but stuck in an asylum, probably Fairfax Hospital 'serving the behavioral health needs of Western Washington since 1930' for awhile. Either the Letterman Jacket Reverant or Redlight's in trouble.

    Also, as a callous bastard my piece of advice is to have a taser or something on hand...ya know just in case. We could bring Reach back if necessary, but be careful.

    Good Luck.

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  10. Oh, fuck, Ava....

    Where is he. Where is Redlight.

    I will remove his throat, and let a horse use it as a condom to skullfuck him through the eyes.

    Of course, unless I find him waiting conveniently outside our door tomorrow, I'll have to take my anger out on someone else. Multiple someones. Parading around the woods wearing stupid ass masks for what basically amounts to two eldritch abomination's having a pissing contest.

    Take as good care of Reach as you can, I've got work to do.

    -Sandra

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  11. I apologize. Perhaps if I had gotten around to this sooner, you would not have to go through this. Believe me or not, I regret this.

    There is a handgun in the flower pot near the third floor bathroom. You remember the one, the extremely ugly pink one? Plastic bag on the right side. I'm sorry I could not speak to you in person, but the less I extend myself at this time, the safer I am.

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  12. Was there anything to be found, Ava? I must confess, our Mr. Spender has gotten my interest- not that I'm any better. Another newcomer, now? Hell, I think if any of you WEREN'T suspicious, I WOULD be. But you won't have to trust me any more than you can throw me. I won't be the one telling you where to go, or what to do. I'll leave that to the experts.

    All I can offer is my deepest condolences, and a quick question for Ava; and our friend. It would seem our new friend has some contacts. Can your contacts do a little digging? See what we can find about your mother?

    You said there were three bodies; were they all human? I don't recall any mention of anyone besides Balthazar joining you in Ireland. And did you mother ever take Serena to the police? From what I've heard of your mother, I don't think anything less than The Suit himself could keep her down. And who knows? Fire does destroy so much evidence. This may be a moment for rejoice, if we find no more than three Hallowed in the remains.

    If not...nothing but my best, Ava. You're one of the brightest we've got, and there's nothing to do but hope.

    Tomorrow's Forecast- Slightly Smoky, with highs in the upper 900s, with a 40% chance of heartbreak.

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  14. I am late to comment, and to be honest there's not much I can say. Just know that I'm here for you, Avalesca, and if you need someone to lean on other than that ass just say the word.

    I see you as a part of my family now and that will never change. I hope we can meet one day in moderately neutral circumstances.

    And I wish I knew what to speak to make things better, but I don't. Instead I'll say, "Take care of yourself". And I mean it.

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  15. I do apologize for the odd tone to my message. No, you do not know me but I am trying to prove myself a friend. Before my actual postings here, I came to the hospital you and Reach were at. For an hour or so, I held the grand delusion of introducing myself and offering my services officially, but knowing your state at the time you'd have taken the gun and then put two in my chest. I settled for leaving the gun on the third floor of the hospital, near a bathroom in a pink flower vase that, I seriously cannot stress this enough, was ugly enough to melt the paint off itself.


    I'm also looking into the fire. Because if there is anything we need, it is good news.

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  16. All family, I think, honestly, even the ones who you don't like or don't agree with, the ones who don't keep in contact, all a family, and there's nothing to stop that. The blood ties are the greatest bond, and what happens when the blood ties are formed between those unrelated? What happens when the blood ties are tested in strength by one who has no blood?

    I'll tell you what happens.

    They pass with flying colors.

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  17. Ava, you've been quiet. Is everything alright?

    --Vivi

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  18. I love you all so very much. You're truly my strength right now.

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