MATTHEW IS GONE?!
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
CATHY ISN'T RESPONDING.
TONY IS MISSING.
MATTHEW IS DEAD?!
This is all too much....I need Reach. But I can't have Reach because he's dead. I need to accept that now. So I need Tony, BUT HE ISN'T AROUND. I NEED SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TO NOT DIE BEFORE I GO FUCKING INSANE HERE.
I NEED A STIFF DRINK. I NEED TONY AND MATTHEW AND REACH AND CATHY AND ROBERT AND ZEKE AND THAGE AND M AND HOSO AND VIVI AND CHESTER AND FUCKING-JEFF AND CHESKA AND JUST SOMEONE TO TELL ME THAT WHAT WE ARE DOING RIGHT NOW IS NOT FUCKING POINTLESS BEFORE I SNAP AND START KILLING PROXIES WITH MY BARE FUCKING HANDS.